I've been with Kelton Williams for over four years, and they've been the most meaningful amazing years of my life.
Some things I don't like are; blood, talking about college, animal cruelty, my insomnia, people who say unicorns aren't real, and yellow and green flavors.
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Wanna know why I don’t like Mother’s Day? Because I have a mom who doesn’t appreciate anything I do, never does anything a mom is supposed to for me (instead all and more for my sister), and constantly tells me all the things I should be doing and/or should’ve done.
My mom wanted me to dye her hair for Mother’s Day. So I did. During, she lectured me on why I should go away to college. How it would be better and that I wouldn’t miss out on that dear life experience. I don’t care about living in a dorm anymore… I did when I was 17, 18… Not so much now. “But you can join a sorority and have lots of friends. Your closing so many doors to so many opportunities” Sorry I don’t feel like owing an extra fifteen grand to get hazed in a sorority, and get so drunk all the time that I can’t even walk to class. “You’re not going to get to do stupid things living at home” Right sorry… I never do stupid reckless things. I just sit around all day twiddling my thumbs safely in my room. And p.s. I’m not living at home for much longer.
Also my mom decided to tell me that I should break up with Kelton because, “lets face it, a guy like him could never normally get a girl like you. I mean— look at you” Its comforting to know how shallow you are—That I should snub my nose at Kelton because I’m so amazing. She told me I should find someone who is 6’.
Basically my mom thinks I should break up with Kelton, go away to college, fuck around (“date”), join a sorority, and do stupid things (I guess that means drunk stupid things) Am I an old lady for being like thanks but no thanks? I don’t feel sorry that I feel incredibly blessed to have found Kelton— a guy that for almost five years has had my heart, and that almost as soon as I met him, knew that I wanted to be with him for the rest of my life. I don’t feel sorry that I want to continue taking classes online, get done with college and move out with Kelton. I don’t feel sorry knowing I’m never going to date anyone else or join a sorority.
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I don’t feel sorry that I hate Mother’s day because I have shitty, mean, critical mom who doesn’t give a rats ass about how I feel or what I truly want, and what makes me happy.
I don’t like having to go to bed by 11:40pm for the second night in a row. And its the weekend…
I’m still young aren’t I?
Guess I need some time to myself. I’m just not happy with how things are right now.
so sorry
Its summertime. Maybe really really summer time… I was planning on taking a summer class, even enrolled in one. But I was made aware today by a ‘reliable’ NOVA faculty that my class was dropped. No idea why, because people who work at NOVA are the most infuriating, unreliable, shitheads ever. Honestly I don’t think theres a customer service in the world that is more difficult than the one at NOVA. SO I have to go there tomorrow to find out what the heck is going on, because they “won’t disclose enrollment information over the phone”. Thats fine, I don’t mind bitching you out to your face. Either way…. But I suppose if this doesn’t work out, I won’t be in any classes over the summer.
#ashleyproblems
#sofrustrated
#sorryforthehashtagsiknowthisisnttwitter
Someone captioned this as Edward Cullen’s room. haha love it!
(Source: ambiguous-dreams, via tommyisbreezy)